Dear diary
Yeh been thinking back to when I had Dinah and kiah if I also gave birth to my son when I gave birth to Dinah and if I gave birth to my daughter when I had kiah I'd like to know if that's correct and where the fuck would they be where's the father of my son and daughter and who is the father of my son and daughter and who is my son and daughter is like to know if this is true and if it is if there's a possible chance that we could be a family once and for all if it's true that is why am I thinking these things and why are there thoughts of this running thru my head it confuses me to no end not sure how to handle it if it's true then I'd want to know everything I don't remember fucking anyone else but myex when I had Dinah and kiah maybe they put me out to it and fucked me or they could have artificially inseminated me and for me not to know about it it's strange this for me to have this in my head if it weren't true then I wouldn't be thinking it one would think but why is it going thru my head it must have happened if welcome them with open arms if it were true if be able to be a family like I wanted all these years I hope it is true then I can get over Dinah and kiah and take back my life and live it with a zest like I had before I had Dinah and kiah I think in my tradition the mother has the babies but the father of the babies looks after them or other families do so it's a loss either way I never get to see my babies grow up or teach them anything just have them I'm an incubator having other people's babies and my own at the same time how would they know what baby is mine I hope for the best that this would be true then I'd have something to look forward too goodbye til next time bb
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